FiiQQaDaNn

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2009-08-19T03:17:00.000-07:00

THIS IS THE END OF FiiQQaDaNn STORIES.. WAN NOE MORE ABOUT MY LIFE AFTER BEING SINGLE?? CAN READ MY BLOG.. fyqa1278.blogspot.com.. see u later then.. hopefully we get a good and peace life.. insyallah.. amin-

MY DAY!!

2009-05-16T07:33:00.000-07:00

die tido rmhk aku smlm.. hmm.. cuz he promise me die nk dtgk to my house.. tk sangke pulak nk tido kat rmhk aku.. i waited for him for 2 hours.. dari kol 6.30 gitu smpi kol 8.00 just wan to wait for him.. blik dngn die.. then yesterday i went home with DANN, HUZAI & SAIFUL.. they waited for me kat Singapore Kastam.. then i from Mak Busu's house rushed to the interchange cuz i dun wan them to wait get restless waited for me.. i thought i was early.. but actually im late.. they waited for me about 30 minutes ago and i can see their faces like restless and they showed their unhappy faces.. haishk.. ape lahk nasib.. dalam bus pulak.. DANN was like askin me " asl tnggu??" then i said lahk " kate nk blik same2 kan" then he just smile and hug me.. hmm.. dalam bus 10B pulak(last bus to get home), huzai was trying "curik2" look at us.. he's tryin to make sure that DANN and me would not like so called " manje2".. maybe.. entah lahk.. then bile die turun bus, DANN started to baring at my shoulder.. then die senyom2.. then i ask " asl senyom2" then he say nothink and he kiss me.. WTH.. we are fwens.. and not steady hello! and he also hold my hand.. tat really touched me but tat make me even love him more.. and hard for me to let him go.. haisk.. then yesterday reached home at 10.15pm.. really tired.. then went to the kitchen with DANN go eat.. then he eat, i rest for a while.. after eat, he start to flirt2 with me.. hmm.. layan kan jek lahk.. dahk puas, teros naik atas pegi mandi and buat facial.. mase die tngh mandi, i go see my hp INBOX.. dpt tau.. die nk break not becuz of his family problem only.. die ade materyerk bru.. bobual dngn DANN "manje2" mcm tk de laki2 lain gitu.. hmm.. yang si laki pulak dahk dpt sia2 kan.. tk de mencarik.. haiyoo.. then mengamuk ahk.. until cut myself.. hmm.. haishk.. then i cried.. then die mad at me.. pastu bsk pagi ok.. teros flirt2 lagi then dahk puas die mandi, then mkn.. lps mkn bru die siap2.. then father send him to his home.. bile nk blik, he kiss my forehead.. then i salam him and he kiss my pp.. hmm.. really miss DANN sey.. haishk..

2009-05-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

today actually shld be my special day.. cuz i celebrated my 10 mths anniversary.. but.. tuhh sume hanyalah kenangan.. just wan to say that i love him alot and i will wait for him smpi bile2.. anyway.. i confused.. cuz just now.. my guy treated me like i his gurlfwen.. but he told me that he had promise himself.. he want to be single smpi die NS.. hmm.. mcm ane niek?? ane satu betol?? fwen or still gurlfwen?? pening2.. pape pun.. i will wait for him lahk.. no matter wat.. anyway.. rantai yang aku pki niek.. TK DE ORUNK BLEHK SENTUH!! kecuali aku.. ADE PHM???

haha.. today finish exam.. bsk tk schk.. yeah!! hmm.. tadi klaur wit my gurlfwens.. hahaha.. QiQi, Iieda, Ain & FiiQQa(ME).. gerek sey.. blehk jadi gilek aku.. QiQi buat kelakar.. konon nye jadi nenek pantat tergelek2.. haha.. then pastu kate nk tngk kan afiqah pnye present.. at last jmpe Fahmin, Jumain & Ayie teros tk jadi beli.. haha.. beli fwenship bands.. ohk ya.. those guys told us that ade pompuan nk knl2 dngn diorunk.. diorunk ckp muke pecah.. Siak jek! anyway.. fahmin tk kasi aku pki rantai niek.. cuz die ckp dann dahk sakit kan hati aku then kau tetap kan pki.. hmm.. entah lahk.. keputusan aku Final!! dahk tk bleh pakse2 aku lagi.. aku akn tetap tnggu die.. i promise bie!! today is my great day.. dpt kluar dngn kwn2 like them..

anyway to faris and fatin.. sowie tadi aku blik dulu.. aku penat ahk.. tadi pun aku jage adik sedare aku yang kiut tuhh.. hrp korunk tk mrhk.. especially faris.. mintak ampun.. cuz tk tngk kau main bola.. sowie ehk..

NASIB2.. HMM..=(

2009-05-09T19:43:00.000-07:00

just wake up at 10.15 am.. i knew i was crying when i asleep cuz i dream of him.. but wat can i do.. i still think of tat guy.. i still cant accept the fact that he's not mine.. i cant accept that he want to let me go. he promise me tat he will love me till his last breath.. and end up like this.. he changed.. wat wrong b?? till now.. i still cryin cuz i cant accept the fact tat he's leaving me.. for my fwens.. thnk for cheerin me up.. but.. i hard for me to accept this.. so pls understand me.. i noe u guys called me dump cuz i wait for tat guy.. i noe he had hurt me alot.. but.. i still can accept him.. cuz i still luv him..

ya allah.. kuat kan lahk semangat aku.. kuat kan lahk iman aku.. tabah kan hati aku niek.. insan mu niek seorunk yang lemah..ringan kan lahk beban yang kau berikan.. terlampau berat ujian tuhh sehingga kan aku sendiri tk dpt nk memikul nye.. ya allah.. buka kan lah pintu hati nye untuk aku kembali.. sedar kan nye yang niek sume salahk.. niek sume bukan jalan menyelesaian nye.. ya allah.. ampuni dosa2 ku dan beliau ya allah.. mungkin aku mmg untuk nye ya allah.. -amin-

bie.. i still luv u.. i tk kesah kalo diorunk nk ckp i bodoh tunggu laki mcm u.. i tau u bnyk bikin i sakit hati.. tapi ape bleh buat?? i syg u.. i terlampau syg u.. mane janji2 u dulu?? yand u kate nk bersame2 i sehingga akhir hayat?? syg i smpi ur last breath?? mane sume janji2 tuh?? u mungkir janji u.. u beri i harapan yang tinggi.. u tau tk i sanggup kene maki dngn kwn psl u.. i snggup kene pukul bantai, kene jerit, kene tengking psl u tau.. u tk kecian kan i ke?? ape salah i kat u?? smpi u buat keputusan niek?? i syg u tau.. i syg u.. pls.. i masih nk tunggu u.. and i still menaruh harapan kat u.. and i promise u, u akan menyesal lepas kan i.. cuz tk de pompuan yang nk lyn nafsu u.. yang pinjim kan u handphone ataupun ezlink.. yang nk lap kan peluh u bile u berpeluh.. yang tlng u potong kuku u.. yang tlng u shave u pnye misai.. and also facial kan muke u.. i promise u.. u akan sujud kat i blik.. u tngk mase tuhh.. i akan fikir DUA- TIGA kali nk accept u ke tk.. but whatever it is.. i still luv u and i will not find any replacement for my heart.. cuz this heart is just for u..

2009-05-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

if u think that the best for u.. i can't do anytink.. i will alwae wait for u cuz i noe that no wan can replace u.. i love u so much.. i cant forget all the past just like tat.. hmm.. but.. wat can i do?? i just pray wat better for u.. hmm.. anyway.. guys.. i wan to aplogised if he had done wrong to u.. pls dun get me wrong.. i noe wat i doing.. i noe i shld treated him tat way of wat he done.. but.. wat can i do?? i love him so much.. i noe u guys mad at me.. but tat me.. i not EGO.. i not a HARSH person.. ever if u ask me to shout at him, i swear to u i will not.. please.. respect my decision.. aku tk kesah kalo kau nk maki aku POMPUAN SUNDAL, POMPUAN MURAH.. aku tk kesah.. ape kau nk ckp, kau ckp lahk.. yang aku tau aku syg die.. to my fwens, thnk for helpin me out.. aku bnyk buat salah kat korunk sume.. aku buat depend on korunk.. biar lah masalah aku dngn dann aku settle sendiri.. it between me and him..

to huzai.. huzai.. tlng aku jage dann baik2.. aku tk tau nk mintak tlng sape lagi tapi aku nk kau tau yang aku syg die.. thnk ahk cuz kau pun pernah tlng aku and dann.. aku pun nk mintak maaf kalo aku buat salah kat kau.. aku mintak tlng kau.. tlng jage dann.. tlng suroh die jage kebersihan die.. tlng suroh die shave misai die tuhh.. tlng suroh die sikat rmbt die.. suroh die potong kuku die klao kuku die panjang.. dahk tk de sape aku nk harap kan kecuali kau.. lately niek aku pun sakit2.. demam, muntah2, sakit perut.. entah lahk.. agnye masok angin kot.. hmm.. kalo die ade masalah, cepat2 report kat aku.. ckp dngn die yang syg aku kat die tk akan pernah hapus.. aku tetap syg kan die walaupun ape pun terjadi.. biar lahk aku yang sedih aslakn aku nmpk die happy.. itu yang bahagia untuk aku.. and also advice die ape yang salah and ape yang betul.. pape kau msg aku kies..

to baby.. i skrng bukan sape2 u lagi tau.. i cume maybe kwn baik u jek.. so pls take care of urself.. kalo u ade materyerk bru yang mungkin better than me, jage die betol2.. tk mau kasi die nangis atatupun sakit hati.. jage die baik2.. maybe it hard for me untuk lupa kan u.. tapi ape i blehk buat?? it ur decision and i cant force u.. walaupun kwn i maki2 u, i tetap syg u.. cuz i syg kan u.. i harap u make a good decision.. u tk mau fikir kan i, i noe life must go on tapi i rase u jek lah yang move on.. i tetap dngn fiqa yang dulu yang akan syg kan dann buat selama2 nye.. i pun nk mintak maaf kalo i de buat salah kat u.. i mintak ampun dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki.. remember this, " no wan else can replace u and i will alwae love u "

to jannah & patrick.. first of all i wan say HAPPY 8MTHS ANNIVERSARY!! hope u guys last long and still love each other.. dun end up like me! anyway thnk for helpin me up wit my relationship.. fiqah tau fiqah bnyk susahk kan u guys and fiqah nk mintak maaf kalo fiqa bnyk buat salahk.. u guys lahk kwn fiqah yang understand fiqah alot.. i love u guys.. MUACK!!

to my baby gurls, fahmin & faris.. thnk for ur advice.. mungkin aku de buat salah kat korunk psl aku side die.. tapi aku tau korunk nk terbaik untuk aku.. so kalo kau nk tngk aku bahagia mcm dulu.. ketawe sana sini, pls respect my decision.. pls agree that i can wait for dann.. i dun wan to lose fwens like u guys.. thnk anyway for ur help and advice.. i already forgive u if u u think that im stupid waitin for guy like dann.. but pls respect my decision.. or kau maki2 aku POMPUAN SUNDAL, POMPUAN MURAH or whatever lahk.. kies.. love u guys.. MUACK!!

SORIE SIKIT EHK!!!

2009-05-08T07:30:00.000-07:00

HEY POMPUAN.. KAU BENCI AKU SETAKAT PSL HUZAI?? KAU NK TAU SUMTINK?? DIE DAHK DE MATERYERK LAHK EHK.. SIAP PIMPIN TANGAN LAGI.. AKU TK KESAH AHK KAU SUKE AKU KE TAK.. AKU BUKAN NK BUAT KORUNK BREAK TAU! KAU PKIR AHK SAPE SKRNG SALAH?? KAU CKP DNGN AKU YANG KAU REGRET MATERYERK DNGN DIE AND KAU CONFUSED DNGN FEELIN KAU KAT DIE THEN KAU CKP AKU BUAT CITE?? TUHH TK PE.. KAU NK JMPE JANTAN LAIN WITHOUT HUZAI KNOWIN?? ABIS KAU CKP AKU FLIRT DNGN BUDAK LAKI2?? EHK AKU LAGI SUKE AHK LEPAK DNGN BUDAK LAKI2 DARI KAU! KALO KAU NK SNGT KWN DNGN BUDAK2 LAKI, PEGI AHK.. AKU TK HERAN AHK! KPALE BLUTO.. KAU SAPE NK PNGGIL AKU FLIRT?? AT LEAST EHK MATERYERK AKU TAU AHK AKU KLUAR DNGN BUDAK LAKI2?? AKU BLANG DIE AHK EHK.. AKU TK MCM KAU TK BLANG MATERYERK.. FLIRT SANE SINI.. STEP ANE PNYE SINGLE JEK!! FUCK OFF AHK.. HEY POMPUAN.. KAU JGN NK STEP BAIK AHK DNGN AKU.. KAU SAPE NK CKP AKU RAMPAS KWN KAU?? NK AMIK AHK.. AKU BLEHK HIDUP TANPE KWN POMPUAN MCM KAU!! GUD LUCK AHK DNGN LAKI BARU KAU.. HOPE DIE PUN TK MCM HUZAI.. KENE TIPU!!

2009-04-12T03:04:00.000-07:00

happy 9mths anniversary syg!!!
thank for coming today.. im so touched.. and also thnk for the " special gift"really love it.. thnk alot.. and also dpt lepas rindu.. ane tk nye.. 5 hari sey tk jumpe.. sape tk rindu oik!!
anyway, what i wish for this 9mths anniversary.. we still love each other with sincere.. and i really hope tat we last long.. and i apology if i've done wrong to u.. really love u alot..

to MUHAMMAD DANIAL BIN KAMARUZAMAN;

harap2 syg i kat u tk pernah berubah.. i syg u baby!! muack!! anyway.. im so touched with u psl u sanggup dtgk rmh i walaupun ur mum tk kasi u pegi ane2.. haishk.. there's no other words i can say except love u alot! and thnk for the gift.. realy like it.. ehem2.. batok pulak.. muahahahhaha.. syg u.. btw happy9 mths anniversary syg.. gift u nnti i kasi kies.. tapi next month ahk.. bile our 10mths anniversary kies.. btw bsk dahk start schk kan?? belajar rajin2 kies baby.. tk mau noti2.. debik kang.. hahhaha..

happy 9mths anniversary MUHAMMAD DANIAL BIN KAMARUZAMAN.. muack!!

GONE..

2009-04-11T02:32:00.000-07:00

we use to be bestfwens.. but now, no more.. left me and ain(middle girl). and our gurlfwen; bella, idah, fiqa, umi.. faiqah tk blame sape2.. but pls grow up lah.. jgn perangai mcm budak kecik.. dulu tk de kwn smpi nangis2.. sape yang pegi pujok bile die nangis?? skrng dahk de kwn bru, tk pandang pun " bestfwens die" entah lah.. malas ahk nk ckp.. nnti bile orunk ckp.. air mate meleleh.. susah ahk ckp dngn "her" sape terase tuhh, itu lahk orunk nye.. setahu faiqah.. die dngn auin bestfwen.. mane2 ain pegi, mesti die ade.. tapi skrng.. die dahk jln different way ahk.. to her klao terbace blog niek;
sowie ehk.. bkn nk malu2 kan awk.. kite cume nk sedar kan awk jek.. dulu.. kate BENCI dngn diorunk.. smpi tk kasi kite kwn dngn die.. smpi kite gadoh dngn awk and ain.. tapi skrng bile dahk syok kwn dngn die, tk pandang kite and ain langsung.. i cant control u.. tapi.. kite nk ckp.. kite betol2 kecewa dngn awk.. kecian kite tngk ain.. she try to protect awk.. tapi niek balasan nye setelah ape die buat?? hmm.. tk tahu lahk.. U PIKIR LAHK SENDIRI..
to ain: tk mau sad2 lahk.. biar lahk die.. die nk pegi dngn sape ke.. ape ke.. tk pe.. kau tetap ade aku, bella, wardah, fiqah, idah, umi.. biar kan die dngn hidup die.. die susah satu hari nnti.. itu lah balasan nye.. inyallah.. die sedar..

that all for today.. klao die sakit hati, kwn aku lagi sakit hati..anw.. 1 more day to 9 mths anniversary.. so happy! =)

SYG.. I LOVE U..

2009-04-09T22:46:00.001-07:00

hey guys! cant wait for 12th april 2009..
it our 9mths anniversary..
syg.. happy 9mths anniversary.. i love u so much..
and i will like to apology if i done wrong to u..
i hope tat u can be my last guy in the world..
and thnk cuz u had make me happy for 9 mths ago.. thnk syg..
once again.. I LOVE U!!!
MUACK!! MUACK!! MUACK!! MUACK!! MUACK!! MUACK!!

SAD.. HMM..

2009-04-09T22:14:00.000-07:00

Hey.. sorry didnt update for so long.. haishk.. im sad rite now..i cant accept what he said yesterday.. he ask me not to think of OUR relationship for the time being.. WTF.. he think it easy for me?? it not easy.. he make thing complicated.. and he makin me stress.. feel like cut myself again.. my heart is much2 pain then my hands.. i need him on my side.. he promise me tat he will alwae be my side.. but.. haishk.. im crying rite now thinkin of this problem.. this problem giving me a bad and terrible headache.. to him;
"i cant accept tat.. i will do anytink for u.. asl kan u tarik balik.. words2 u tuhh.. pls.. im beggin u.. u bukan buat me easy syg.. u make me stress.. pls understand me.. i noe people ckp im depending on u.. cuz u lahk yang buat i semangat nk belajar.. u ckp u tk nk i nangis.. tapi mcm ane i tk nangis klao u asyik buat i feel down jek.. feelin tat im not important to u.. it really hurt me tau.. u tk tau sume tuhh.. every night.. nangis fikir kan u.. asl lahk u buat mcm gini.. u nk ehk klao i masok hospital coma beberape minggu.. tk ckp dngn u..u nk gitu?? haishk.. pls.. fikir kan blik.. i tk nk mcm gini.. i nk u slalu ade dlm hidup i.. i tk nk kite berjauhan.. i tk nk kite curang wit each toher.. u carik pompuan lain.. i carik laki2 lain.. plss.. haishk.. "
that all for today.. anw just wan to thnk my bestie, BELLA and JANNAH for their advice.. thnk guys!

MYSELF

2009-04-04T04:42:00.001-07:00

MY NAME: NURUL FAIQAH BINTE MOHD ROSLY.

U CAN CALL ME: FIQA, NURUL, FAIQAH, QUEE..

BORN ON: 31TH JULY1993..

AGE: 16 YEARS OLD TIS YEAR..

I LOVE TO LAUGH ALOT

I LOVE EAT CHOCLATE..

I LOVE MY FWENS AND SIBLINGS

I LOVE MY BESTIE ALOTS

IM VERY SHY..

I WILL NOT TALK MUCH IF I DUN NOE THE PERSON..

I AM A SIMPLE GURL TAT WAN TO LOVE AND BE LOVED..

THIS IS DANIAL

I LOVE THIS GUY ALOT..

I LOVE MY RELATIONSHIP..

I LOVE THIS GUY BECOZ HE CARING, ROMANTIC..
HE UNDERSTAND ME ALOT..

WE BEEN TOGETHER SINCE 12TH JULY2008..

IM HAPPY WITH HIM AND I DUN WAN TO LOSE HIM.. I HOPE TAT HE CAN BE THE LAST GUY IN MY LIFE..

that all about me.. i will update soon.. =)

BORED AT HOME..

2009-04-04T04:42:00.000-07:00